Tuesday, November 18, 2014

November 18, 2014 - The Old Rose


There once was a very vain and shallow Queen who lived in a very petty and shallow world.  Her only major concerns were which gowns she should wear each day, how she should wear her hair and makeup, which delicacies she should eat, which parties and balls she should attend, and who was the focus of the latest gossip.  Day in and day out she filled her life with the nothingness of this existence.

One day as she was gazing at herself in a mirror, she noticed that she did not look as young and beautiful as she once had.  This frightened her very much because she valued her youth and beauty above everything else.  She began obsessing on her image, staring daily at herself in the mirror, wondering if others could notice her shame, wondering if they would begin to gossip about her.  Of course, this made the atmosphere ripe for the Trickster, who did not disappoint.  He swooped down from his high perch and offered the Queen eternal youth and beauty but upon one condition:  She must stay in her tower and never leave, for on the day she left, all of the years would come upon her at once.

The Queen hesitated with this offer because she felt she could not bear the social exile, but of course, the Trickster had anticipated this.  He kindly offered her a magic mirror.  In this mirror, she could see all that was happening at every party, ball, dinner, and event in the country.  She could focus on anyone she wanted to and hear any conversation she cared to hear.  This intrigued the Queen immensely as her hunger for gossip and secrets was enormous.  Coupled with the idea of remaining young and beautiful, the Queen found herself unable to resist, and she made a pact with the Trickster.

The old tower in ruin.

So there she stayed in her tower, beautiful and young.  At first her friends sent messages to her asking her to join them at parties, but she always refused and eventually they stopped asking.  When she was not gazing at her own reflection in the magic mirror, she was constantly staring in it to learn of all the latest news and gossip in her queendom.  Nightly, she would giggle at the goings on in the court, feeling very smug with her ill-gotten knowledge.

This kept the Queen satisfied for a very long time until one day she found she was not very happy and not very satisfied.  She could no longer see any of her friends in the mirror because they had all long since died.  In fact, she didn’t know anyone personally that she looked at, having only met them through the mirror.  Invitations had stopped coming to her tower long ago, and she wondered if anyone even knew she was in the tower anymore.  Since she was on the inside, she had no way of knowing how much her tower had fallen into disrepair.  Some would say it was a ruin only, and no one would dare approach it as they had heard it was haunted by a terrible ghost with huge, longing eyes.

The Queen lived this way, not truly living, for a very long time.  And time is a strange Master, they say, that can chisel even the hardest marble.  It did just that, softening the edges of the old Queen’s heart and giving rise to knowledge and understanding of the human condition that she never dreamed possible.  Finally, with the help of the Master of Time, the Queen realized what a fool she had been, not only in her wasted youth but in having accepted the terms of the Trickster.  It was a bitter realization, but eventually, time smoothed out even that sorrow.

Time marched on.  The Queen did not look in her magic mirror much anymore, but one night when her loneliness had consumed her so completely, she pulled the magic mirror out of her drawer and gazed into it.  She did not recognize any of the faces, and she was immediately bored with the gossip mongering and incurring of favor that she witnessed in the court.  Indeed, she was about to put the mirror away when she spied an old beggar crouched in the corner of the Great Hall.  When all the lords and ladies had left and the servants had cleaned up, he walked slowly through the Hall, lovingly touching the table and chairs, fixing flowers or paintings or pottery in this way or that, making the room suitable for a Queen.  He tucked any tiny coins or scraps of food that he found into his shirt pocket, and then he scrambled out into the night.

The next evening, the Queen looked into her magic mirror again.  She went straight past the petty lords and ladies and searched for the old beggar, whom she found crouched in the corner again.  She watched him carefully, and when all the nobles had left, he did the same thing this evening as he had done the night before.  He seemed to take great joy in arranging the room, the flowers, and the paintings.  He tucked scraps of food and an occasional coin into his shirt and off he went again into the night.

Night after night, the same thing occurred until the Queen could not bear to watch the old beggar in the mirror anymore, and she could not bear her loneliness in the tower either.  In an instant, she made a decision she knew should have made many, many years ago.  When the nobles had left the court and the servants had cleaned up and left and the old beggar began his rounds, the Queen placed the magic mirror on the floor.  She stepped onto the mirror, and when it cracked, she went right through it and found herself in the court, staring face to face at the old beggar.

He immediately bowed and began backing up quickly, begging her pardon, but she stopped him in his tracks.  She came over to him and smiled and placed her hand on his shoulder.  The old beggar trembled so much, the Queen was afraid he might fall over.  She laughed and told him that she would help him straighten the Hall up.  Together, they made it beautiful enough for a Queen.  When the old beggar made to leave, the Queen asked if she could accompany him.  Now he thought he truly must be dreaming, for never had he seen such a beautiful woman and never had a woman ever come to his humble cottage.

They left together and walked back to his tiny home, the Queen chatting all the time and asking him about his life.  At first he felt tremendously shy, but by the time they had gotten to his little cottage, they were chatting like old friends.  He invited her in and set an old cloth down on a very rickety table.  He placed two cups of beer down and broke a loaf of bread in half, and this is what they had for dinner.  The Queen thought it was the finest meal she had ever had, the beer flowed freely, and the old beggar was beside himself with joy.

At last it was time for sleep, and the old beggar gave the Queen the cot in front of the fire and he took the old chair in the back of the room.  Each fell quickly to sleep, content with the wonderful dinner and company they had.  In the morning when the old beggar awoke, the Queen was gone.  He found an old dried but perfect-looking red rose in the cot where she had slept.  He sighed with happiness at this gift, not knowing that it was all that was left of the Queen herself.

The old beggar placed the rose in a cracked vase he had found in a pile of rubble at the court.  He put it on the center of his mantel, and it was truly the most beautiful thing his tiny cottage had ever seen.  Every night when he came home, he would pour some beer into two cups and raise a toast to the Queen, the prettiest, kindest, nicest woman he had ever known--just as kind as he knew a Queen would be.  He would gaze at the rose, drink both cups of beer, and eat his humble bread.  When he was fast asleep, the Queen would gaze out from her place on the mantel with joy in her heart at being a guest in the finest Hall in the land.