Sunday, August 25, 2019

August 25, 2019 - A Bushel of Dirt

The road was long today.  I knew a short break would help to make a difference, so I stopped and made a small fire to cook a couple of sausages I had brought with me.  It’s a fairly primitive affair that includes a very small fire—just enough to cook—and some meat on a whittled stick.  Pans and utensils would simply be too heavy to carry, and water already weighs too much.  Resting for a while and setting the burden down temporarily always helps, as long as I don’t rest too long.

Ashes to ashes.
So I gathered some wood, really just some twigs since it wasn’t going to be a big fire at all, and I got down to business.  I’ve done this more times than I can count, and so my mind gets to wandering . . . and I don’t always pay attention at such times.  Well, my hands were dirty from sweat, gathering the wood, and then starting the fire.  Not to mention greasy sausages.  I figured I’d just clean up with some water afterward, and then I burnt my thumb on a seared sausage from sheer carelessness.  That, and I was so hungry I couldn’t wait for things to cool down.

Out of reflex, I immediately placed my dirty thumb in my mouth, and as I said I was so darn hungry that the dirt tasted pretty good to me, probably due to the grease.  I could not have cared less about the dirt and ash.  They were like seasoning.  Well, I had to laugh my head off about that.  And just then a memory was jarred, as often happens at such times.  I remembered my father telling me when I was very young, “Ya gotta eat a bushel of dirt before ya die.”  He always said that.  “Ya gotta eat a bushel of dirt before ya die.”

He was a hard man, a very hard man, who died young when I was very young myself.  He lived through a few wars, both in the outside world and inside his mind, and he was usually pretty distant.  He didn’t talk much and he wasn’t around much, and my memories of him are not pristine and perfect.  But every now and then, I still think of him.

I finished up the sausages and put out the fire.  I used some water to rinse my hands and face off, and my wet bandana told a tale of someone who could have used a bit of soap just then.  No matter.  I had places to go and things to do.  I grabbed my pack, slung it over my shoulders, and tightened the straps.  I put on my hat and started walking.  “I’m working on that bushel, Dad,” I said, “I just hope I haven’t filled it up all the way yet.”

Sunday, August 18, 2019

August 18, 2019 - A is for Attention

“Attention!  Attention!  May I have your attention?!”
I looked around to see who was talking, but no one was there.
“Attention!  Attention!”
And again, no one was there.
“A is for attention!" boomed the voice.

And there it was on the ground.  The tree roots had formed a very large and perfect “A,” well, as perfect as tree roots can form letters, anyway.

Tree alphabet.
“A is for attention, for choosing an item or a task or an idea and focusing on it,” said the tree.
“You have my attention,” I answered.
“Good, see that it continues.  Do not allow yourself to be easily distracted with those flashing screens and silly devices most human carry.”

“A is also for awareness,” he said, “for being in tune with your environment and not missing important details.”
“I am always aware.”
“Are you?” the tree asked.  “How is it, then, that I had to yell for your attention?”
He didn’t wait for my answer, which is okay because I didn’t have one anyway, probably because a bee would not stop buzzing in my ear.

“A is for ability, for honing and working hard at your skills and then confidently using them with authority and grace.”
“I have worked very hard at my skills,” I said, becoming a bit perturbed.
“Work harder at your listening skills.”  Buzz went the bee again in my ear.

“A is for altruism, for being kind to and concerned about others, regardless of what they can or cannot do for you,” he said.
“I do my best to be kind, but sometimes people see that as a weakness and try to take advantage of me,” I offered.
“Of course, they do.  That is part of human nature for some, but it means that you are astute.  A is for astuteness, for accurately assessing the intentions of others and using that to your benefit.”
Buzz said the bee.

“A is for admirable, for behaving in a manner that is upright and decent and thereby earning the respect and approval of others.”
“I do my best to follow my own moral code,” I said.
“See to it that you never waiver,” he said, “because once you do, you fall in the eyes of others and then in your own eyes as well.  Once lost, honor is hard to regain.”  Buzz.

“A is for ardent, the ability to be intensely fervent about a cause, about your beliefs,” he bellowed.  “For without passion we have nothing.  Without wholehearted dedication and loyalty, we drift in a sea of mediocrity and unfeeling selfishness.”
“I am strong in my convictions,” I said almost angrily.
“I believe you.  See to it that you do not surrender.  Never give in to exhaustion or fear or manipulation.”  Buzz said the bee, as I swatted him impatiently.

“A is for authenticity,” he said almost menacingly as one of his roots tapped me on the foot.  “See to it that you remain true to your ideals and yourself even in the face of mockery and pain and humiliation.  Should a thousand warriors come up against you, stand your ground and remain true to who you are, even if you take it to the grave that very day.”

Powerful words, I thought to myself.  But yes, I must remain authentic.  Anything else would be the unrelieved awfulness of mediocrity and self-serving vanity.

“Yes!” I yelled.  “I am and will remain authentic!”  I surprised myself a bit with my sudden outburst, but the tree seemed pleased.  Buzz, buzz, said the bee.

“You may go,” he said dismissively.
“That’s it?  We’re done now?!”
“I haven’t got all day.  It is time for the next act.”
“Well what about ‘B,’” I asked.
“What about it?  Ask him yourself.  I must bid you adieu.”

“Buzz,” said the bee.  It was then I realized it was going to be a very long hike, indeed.  I tightened the straps on my pack, and the bee buzzed along with me on my journey.

Wednesday, August 7, 2019

August 7, 2019 - The Silver Maple

The Silver Maple puts his wealth on display for all to see.  “Look at me!  Look at me!  Come and see my endless silver!” he yells to passersby.  Indeed, his silver gleams in the sun like the secret hoard of a great dragon.  And who is to say whether it is or is not?  Maybe it really is the secret hoard of a great dragon.  Perhaps the Silver Maple was not even silver at one time . . . yes, of course, that must be it . . . I am quite sure of it now . . .

Once upon a time there was a tiny and very ordinary little tree.  He lived among giants and felt very small, indeed.  There were the magnificent prickly pines, gruff and imposing, rude and arrogant as pines always are, you must know.  There were the powerful masculine oaks, towering and frightening in their majesty, protective in their bounty and strength, for which oaks are famous, but surely you know that as well. 

The silver underside of the silver maple leaves.
There were the whimsical weeping willows, dragging their long tresses upon the ground.  There were the industrious birches, whose bark was made into canoes and baskets and packs.  There were the lush elms, under whose gracious bows weary travelers would take their rest.  There were the impressive chestnut trees, filled with bounty for all the creatures of the forest.  And even the pretty sugar maple girls had their brilliant colors of scarlet and fiery orange in the Fall.

But the tiny and very ordinary tree had nothing.  He was not special and he was not beautiful.  Oh, he was green, and that is nice enough, but even the meadow can boast various shades of deep or dusky or brilliant green.  So even in that, he was not unique.  But how he longed to be a special tree!  And one day . . . he got his chance.

On a particular day that would most certainly go down in history, there was a terrible storm unlike any storm the trees of the forest had ever seen.  It started with rolling thunder far off, rumbling and threatening.  Then the soaking rain began, cold and torrential.  Of course, they had seen dangerous storms before.  However, this one was different because it brought fire with the rain, and when that happened they knew something wicked was coming.

And as quickly as form follows thought, that wickedness did come in the form of the old dragon Sølv, a dragon that most of the trees had believed was only a legend because it had been so long since anyone had seen him.  Sølv was as wicked as ever, and he had come for more treasure.  But the world had changed in his absence, and he could not find any gold or silver or jewels.  Those things were now the province of men and not the trees.  Enraged, he decided he would take whatever was precious to each tree, and then he would burn the forest to the ground.

So the battle raged, and one by one the trees surrendered to Sølv because they were no match for his strength and fiery breath.  The pines gave their precious resin, the willows their beautiful hair, the birches their flexible bark, the elms their deep silence, and the chestnuts their bountiful food.  Even the mighty oaks, who held out the longest, eventually bowed their heads in defeat and gave their strength.  And, of course, you know that greedy old Sølv took every single thing the trees had, but that was not enough.  He then began his raging fires.

There was turmoil and panic and death . . .  Inside the tiny and very ordinary little tree, who had been overlooked because he was so drab and useless, a great willing was felt.  From the depths of his being he cried out for help while running toward Sølv in a last-ditch effort to save the kingly oaks.  His scream was a deafening clap of thunder that even turned the head of Sølv.

Now, at that very moment in Bilskirnir, where dwells the God Thor, dinner was about to be served.  But a most terrible clap of thunder was heard throughout the halls.  This vexed Thor grievously because thunder was His territory and His alone.  Quick as flash, He grabbed His bone-crushing hammer, Mjöllnir, and jumped into His chariot.  He would find the creator of the thunder, and what would happen then . . . He tightened his fist around Mjöllnir.  His two goats, Tanngrisnir and Tanngnjóstr, flew through the dark night, pulling the chariot wildly behind them.

Within moments they came to the forest, where Sølv had just turned around and found the tiny and very ordinary little tree who had produced the tremendous thundering roar.  He laughed when he saw the little tree, and he opened his mouth wide to swallow it whole.  The tiny tree trembled and fell to his knees, while the other trees stared in confusion and wonder. 

And Sølv just might have eaten that little tree in one small bite, but he found Thor’s Mjöllnir in his mouth instead.  Now Thor was angry, very angry indeed, for you see, the old mighty oak trees are His favorite trees of all.  Seeing them with their proud heads bowed enraged the old God.  He swung Mjöllnir with all the strength of a God and smashed Sølv’s face with one quick blow.  With another blow of Mjöllnir, He smashed the dragon’s armored body and rendered the old worm into pieces.

Well, as you probably know, it is not easy to calm a God down once He is angry, but when the dragon’s body fell to pieces, out of it came all of the treasure he had been hoarding.  This was why no one had ever been able to find his treasure before.  He had kept it hidden inside himself all these hundreds of years.  Spilling onto the ground now were thousands of pieces of gold, silver, and precious jewels.  Even Thor stepped back in awe at the treasure.

Then He laughed with delight!  At last, Sølv’s treasure was His!  He took all of the gold and silver and jewels and put them into His chariot.  Then He looked around at all the trees and demanded to know who among them had created the terrible clap of thunder.  The trees all looked askance and bowed their heads as Thor waived Mjöllnir menacingly.

And then a tiny sound was heard, and through the crowd came the tiny and very ordinary little tree.  He was trembling and fell upon the ground and begged Thor for forgiveness.  When Thor saw the tiny tree, He had to laugh in spite of Himself, although He tried to remain fierce to save face.  He pulled the tree up on to his feet and asked him to hold Mjöllnir while He went to His chariot.  Well, you can imagine the surprise of all the other trees who stared in disbelief at this, while the tiny tree himself thought he might die just from the sheer weight of Mjöllnir.

When Thor came back from His chariot, He was carrying a huge amount of silver.  He took Mjöllnir back from the trembling little tree, and then He did what only a God can do.  He joined the tree with the great heap of silver, and the tree grew tall and beautiful and was coated with shimmering, exotic silver.  The other trees gazed in amazement, and even Thor was impressed with the little tree.  He winked at the tree and said, “No more thunder for you, little one.”  Then He laughed and jumped into His chariot, and Tanngrisnir and Tanngnjóstr flew off in a flash into the night.

Well, you can just picture the shock and disbelief of the other trees.  Each of them congratulated the little tree, and they were all more than a little embarrassed that they had never even noticed him before.  Of course, they would certainly notice him now with all of that beautiful, shimmering, exotic silver on his leaves.  Even the bristly old pine trees congratulated the Silver Maple, although in their hearts they were desperately jealous.  But that is how pine trees are, as you must surely know.

And now you also know the story of how the Silver Maple got his silver.

Sunday, August 4, 2019

August 4, 2019 - The Golden King

THE GOLDEN KING

The Golden King
bows His head in fiery defiance
giving way to the Darkness, slowly
ever creeping
giving ground to the Veil
ever increasing
surrendering to the Underworld
that which was only borrowed
(some say stolen)
His reign descending
careening toward the Winter
yet again, and always
trapped in frozen tendrils
and sparkling ice
weeping golden tears
painted on the clouds
and hunted by the Shadow